Post by twitchie on Jul 14, 2012 5:09:08 GMT -4
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Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way
Mae was sitting on the bed, knees drawn up to her chest. She looked like the small girl that she always had been...
In the corner of the room, the white robe had been hastily removed and dropped. It was a crumpled heap of uselessness now...
The girl knew she had problems. She refused to show or tell them. In a way... Lieing made it a fraction easier to move on. To pretend you were something different - better - than what you truely were... It was nicer than the truth...
Mae has her chin resting on her knees, arms wrapped tightly around herself. Lies. So many false masks...
To most, Mae was strong, brave and perhaps too 'in-your-face'... But.. inside she was just the 14 turn lady she refused to let out. She was weak, scared, shy... But in order to 'better' herself she wasn't herself..
Her world she'd refined was crumbling so quickly.
It was one thing for humans to deny Mae acceptance. But... for the dragons to as well? It broke the girl's heart.
Mae didn't have anymore tears now. Her cheek were damp with the traces... A hand rubbed her face roughly, and she sniffed.
Right now... She had to move on. And start new. Just listen to the eggs. They had said she was full of potential but she needed to give herself a chance...
Well... First off, maybe she could begin by telling C'yin everything. And... even confessing another thing she hid... Sometimes even from herself...