Post by Taylor on Jul 25, 2012 19:27:07 GMT -4
Name: Quinset (formerly Qu't)
Pronunciation: KWIN - set
Age: 23
Season Born In: Early summer
Gender: Male
Sexuality: Bisexual with very strong heterosexual bias
Appearance: At one point, Quin had a great deal of strength. Weyrlinghood had built him up. Now, though, that strength is gone and he is rail thin. He's tall, nearly six foot, and lanky. He has muscles in his arms, courtesy of weaving, but the rest of him lacks muscle tone. He's quite pale, thanks to spending so much of his time inside or in the shade. He has a somewhat haunted look, even nine turns after his dragon's death; perhaps it will never go away. His hair is black, making his pale skin look even paler. His eyes are blue and they appear vibrant in his white face, popping out at you.
Personality: Quinset hates women. What started as a specific gold hatred has generalized. He despises female dragons, and female humans aren't much better. This would be all well and good if he were gay - he could just ignore them or drive them away with his hatred. Much as he hates women, though, he loves them, too. They are beautiful and graceful and soft and he wants to hold and touch them. These conflicting emotions have two results. First of all, he is known to force his attraction for men. He likes men, sometimes, just...not as much as women, and that bothers him. So, he tries to make himself like men more, throwing himself at men he may not really like, because surely if he tries hard enough he'll want them, right? When he does find himself in a relationship with a woman, romantic or not, that relationship turns neglectful, if not outright abusive. He'll ignore her unless she makes every attempt to see him, and even then she may find herself belittled and taunted.
Quinset loves dragons, particularly bronzes. He'll happily stare at a dragon all afternoon, memorizing their curves and color and then going home to try to weave them into cloth, knowing he'll never capture them as he wishes to. Of course, he is always comparing dragons to Krillth, and it's not uncommon for him to give out advice on how a dragon "should" be. That is, how they should be if they want to be more like Krillth.
His hatred of golds, while still present and just as strong as the day Krillth died, has shifted. He no longer dreams (as much) about their violent deaths. He realizes that won't happen. Instead, his dreams have morphed into fanatical loyalty to the Rebellion. Someday, perhaps, sub-queens will be in every weyr, edging out queens and making them obsolete. Quin wants that to be a reality; he wants golds to dwindle into non-existence, and adores the fact that a topaz or obsidian cannot produce a gold. Quinset's only criticism of the Rebellion is that they are not as radical as he would like. They want acceptance for the new colors; he wants the new colors (at least the egg layers) to be viewed as superior.
Quinset is fairly quiet. He's not one to reach out and engage others in conversation. If you want to talk to him, you'll have to be the one doing the approaching, and don't be surprised if he seems off in his own world or distracted - he's probably just imagining a conversation with Krillth. He's somewhat cautious, afraid to get close to anyone in case they leave him too (either by choice, like his parents, or by dying, like Krillth). He's smart, though, and observant. If you need a friend to bounce ideas off of, or to go to for help or suggestions for a problem, Quinset may be just what you need.
Family: Setlet - mother, goldrider
Ravel - father, beast herder
Location: Born and Impressed in High Reaches, now in Rindell
Rank: Eventual dragon candidate. Currently journeyman weaver
History: Quinset was the result of an impromptu roll in the hay. His mother, Setlet, was out at the stables, flirting with her boyfriend, when a goldflight flew over. Already interested in one another, the youths found themselves overwhelmed by the powerful feelings pouring off the gold and her entourage. Nine months later, the seventeen turn old had a baby. She and Ravel were thrilled, if somewhat uneducated, and doted on their baby. To their surprise, however, Setlet Impressed to a pretty golden queen when Quin was two; the creche's moderate involvement in the toddler's life became more important, and he was largely turned over to the headwoman's care. His parents still visited him (his father more than his mother) but the days of giggling as they tossed him in the air and falling asleep snuggled between them were over.
As Quinset grew older, his mother drifted further away, her queen demanding more of her attention and all of her love. His father still gave him attention, but Quin was no longer their child, their adventure. His interest waned until his was a token involvement; he would visit Quinset on his turnsday and some holidays, but was otherwise absent.
While Quin never said so, he began to resent his mother's gold. By the time he was four, he could understand that it was her fault that he didn't have an adoring mother and doting father. By the time he was ten, this resentment had expanded to all golds. Every queen was a reminder of his parents' abandonment.
When Quinset was thirteen, he became eligible for Candidacy and, eagerly following his peers, he stood on the sands for the first time. The third egg to hatch was a bronze and the king captivated Quinset, his attention fixated on the baby dragon even as chaos went on around him. When he Impressed to the gorgeous king Krillth, he wasn't entirely surprised. It made sense, after all - he had been unable to look away, surely that spoke of their connection?
Krillth's selection of Quinset got the weyrling's parents' attention. For the first time in more than five turns, Quin ate a meal with both of his parents. He basked in the attention, ignoring Krillth's irritation and insistence that they were not good enough for his rider. Quin lapped it up, enjoying weyrlinghood more than he would have imagined possible. Every moment was spent with his beloved dragon, who he adored more with every day, and his parents gave him attention at least three times a week - more if he had the energy for it.
Unfortunately, the bliss couldn't last. Krillth rose after several greens without issue, but just before graduation from weyrlinghood, one of the queens rose. She was the senior queen, and Krillth should have known that everyone would be after her - bigger, stronger, fiercer males. He was excited, though, young and full of himself, and so he flew. The bronze had youthful energy which many others did not, but he lacked the stamina and skill to win. In truth, he lacked the experience to survive.
Krillth was unprepared for the bloodiness that often accompanied queenflights. Just a short time into the flight, an older bronze slashed at Krillth. His wingsails fluttered uselessly, one wing completely out of commission. His attempts to flap them, to gain altitude, essentially did nothing. He was still plummeting towards the ground, but now he was in even more pain. There was no way he was going to survive being smashed against the rocks at this speed, he knew, and it sounded like a painful way to go. With an agonized "I'm sorry, Mine, be strong", he disappeared between forever.
Quinset found himself dragonless at fourteen. For the three months from Krillth's death to their would-be graduation, he never left his room. Most days, he never even left his bed. He was a ghost, eating on auto-pilot, his dragon's last words echoing in his mind over and over and over, filling every thought, every day. His parents, so proud of him and present while he had a dragon, now disappeared from his life once more, unsure how to act after their first awkward attempts at comforting their son were met with a dead stare.
Quinset didn't die - his dragon had commanded him to be strong, after all - but he wasn't really living, either. The only thing keeping him from laying down and fading away entirely was his hatred for golds. What had been resentment when he was a child had become loathing when a goldflight caused the death of his lifemate. After several months of nothingness, his mind empty but for his dragon's echoing last words, Quinset began to think again. He thought about his mother's gold, about the gold Krillth had chased. He thought about how much he hated them, fantasized about their deaths.
Two months after his peers had graduated, another gold clutch hatched. Quinset was politely informed that he would need to move out of his room. It was a room for weyrlings, after all, and he had no dragon to share his weyr. They had given him time to gather his mind and piece it back together, but now a new bronze weyrling pair needed the space. Quinset packed up and moved out, numb. Before Impression, Quin had set down the path to becoming a weaver. He had been an apprentice, had gained some skills, and now he gathered materials. For something to do, Quin began crafting. He turned all of his thoughts, dark, depressed, and violent, into cloth. Each piece of cloth, each tapestry, each carpet, was a piece of horrible violent art. Some was abstract, angry red and gold arching across a black sky. Others were very clear about what they were; golds having their throats torn out by bronzes, golds being eaten by Thread. He sold the abstract cloth, keeping the more violent pictures for himself, tucking them away in the bottom of a chest.
His weaving offered him catharsis and helped pull him through the nothingness which threatened to consume him. Two turns after Krillth's death, the teen was able to appear somewhat normal. He left his room, talked to people, even laughed, and then went home to turn thread into golds being violently slaughtered and consumed.
By the time he heard of the rebellion, Quinset was...recoveredish. He could look at a gold without fantasizing about her individual death, though he still despised the color as a whole. The thought of this new order, however, and of a world without golds (because that was what this was really all about, wasn't it? finding replacement golds?) was tempting.
As soon as he could find a way there, Quinset packed up his belongings and moved to Rindell. He wanted to be around dragons - some masochistic part of him demanded he not leave reminders of his Krillth - but at Rindell he could avoid being around golds, at least.
Pet
Name: Kille
Pronunciation: Kill-ee
Age: 1
Type: Huntyre
Rank: Sunset
Size: 1 foot
Color Codes:
Appearance: Kille is primarily a golden yellow color. She looks like a bright yellow flower. Her tail feathers are a deep orange color, and that color streaks through the rest of her plumage. Just over her beak are a few crimson feathers, as if she attacked something and got blood on her.
Personality: Kille is very protective of her human. He needs her love and care or he will wither away and die. Kille's egg was given to Quinset by someone who thought this, and it seems the attitudes spread to the chick inside. Kille seeks to do what is best for Quin, not necessarily what he would like. Thus, she often scampers off to attract friends for him, pestering others, stealing from them, or occasionally luring them kindly towards Quinset. Interaction is good for her human, Kille thinks, and thus it is her job to make sure Quin gets all the interaction he can handle, and then some.
Candidate Questionnaire
Name after Impressing- Qui's. Unless you feel like being a major jerk to him then Qu't.
Color Preference- I can't decide whether or not I'd like him on a female. A bronze could be interesting as he tries to sort through his emotions for this bronze when his old bronze is still influencing him. A female could be interesting because of how much he would dislike her initially. A male could be interesting to see how he deals with him eventually chasing... Basically everything could be interesting. A female bronze would be amazing but that ain't likely.
Character Preference- He wants nothing. He'll probably be pissed if he Impresses, because nothing can replace his bronze. But he would especially hate a female.
Non-preferred- Probably not an amethyst just 'cause I have two and variety is the spice of life. And also probably not a garnet unless it is a weirdly non-violent one, since I'm not good at senseless violence.
Cross-Impressing- Go right ahead
Mutations- Yes
Mauling- Probably not just 'cause he would be in the stands? So doesn't seem too likely. But if that happens to occur, it's perfectly fine. Although you could maul the dragon, if you want. Specifically a leg hurt to the point where amputation is needed. Would be interesting >.< But no maulings necessary.
Preferred/Non-Preferred Personality traits- Not something ultra-violent. I'd prefer a confident dragon, one that isn't going to need Quinset for validation at all. Would be nice to have a dragon that just takes him in stride and doesn't care what he thinks of it, rather than one who is crushed by his comparing it to Krillth. Could be interesting to have one who wants to join his campaign to take down queens - a sub-queen who dislikes the "sub-" on her title? I dunno. Or a white or something who can clutch and thus doesn't see queens as necessary. I dunno >.< Too many ideas.
I would like FULL or NOT FULL descriptions for my bonded. I am not sure. Either is fine, depending on how the babywriter feels like doing them.
NOTE: I currently have three weyrlings and so I don't really need another one just yet. If there's a baby in Nimarath's clutch which you really really want to throw at Quin, go right ahead, but don't make a baby because you feel you need to give him one. So Impression is okay if it happens, just don't go out of your way - he's fine sulking around for a while.
Pronunciation: KWIN - set
Age: 23
Season Born In: Early summer
Gender: Male
Sexuality: Bisexual with very strong heterosexual bias
Appearance: At one point, Quin had a great deal of strength. Weyrlinghood had built him up. Now, though, that strength is gone and he is rail thin. He's tall, nearly six foot, and lanky. He has muscles in his arms, courtesy of weaving, but the rest of him lacks muscle tone. He's quite pale, thanks to spending so much of his time inside or in the shade. He has a somewhat haunted look, even nine turns after his dragon's death; perhaps it will never go away. His hair is black, making his pale skin look even paler. His eyes are blue and they appear vibrant in his white face, popping out at you.
Personality: Quinset hates women. What started as a specific gold hatred has generalized. He despises female dragons, and female humans aren't much better. This would be all well and good if he were gay - he could just ignore them or drive them away with his hatred. Much as he hates women, though, he loves them, too. They are beautiful and graceful and soft and he wants to hold and touch them. These conflicting emotions have two results. First of all, he is known to force his attraction for men. He likes men, sometimes, just...not as much as women, and that bothers him. So, he tries to make himself like men more, throwing himself at men he may not really like, because surely if he tries hard enough he'll want them, right? When he does find himself in a relationship with a woman, romantic or not, that relationship turns neglectful, if not outright abusive. He'll ignore her unless she makes every attempt to see him, and even then she may find herself belittled and taunted.
Quinset loves dragons, particularly bronzes. He'll happily stare at a dragon all afternoon, memorizing their curves and color and then going home to try to weave them into cloth, knowing he'll never capture them as he wishes to. Of course, he is always comparing dragons to Krillth, and it's not uncommon for him to give out advice on how a dragon "should" be. That is, how they should be if they want to be more like Krillth.
His hatred of golds, while still present and just as strong as the day Krillth died, has shifted. He no longer dreams (as much) about their violent deaths. He realizes that won't happen. Instead, his dreams have morphed into fanatical loyalty to the Rebellion. Someday, perhaps, sub-queens will be in every weyr, edging out queens and making them obsolete. Quin wants that to be a reality; he wants golds to dwindle into non-existence, and adores the fact that a topaz or obsidian cannot produce a gold. Quinset's only criticism of the Rebellion is that they are not as radical as he would like. They want acceptance for the new colors; he wants the new colors (at least the egg layers) to be viewed as superior.
Quinset is fairly quiet. He's not one to reach out and engage others in conversation. If you want to talk to him, you'll have to be the one doing the approaching, and don't be surprised if he seems off in his own world or distracted - he's probably just imagining a conversation with Krillth. He's somewhat cautious, afraid to get close to anyone in case they leave him too (either by choice, like his parents, or by dying, like Krillth). He's smart, though, and observant. If you need a friend to bounce ideas off of, or to go to for help or suggestions for a problem, Quinset may be just what you need.
Family: Setlet - mother, goldrider
Ravel - father, beast herder
Location: Born and Impressed in High Reaches, now in Rindell
Rank: Eventual dragon candidate. Currently journeyman weaver
History: Quinset was the result of an impromptu roll in the hay. His mother, Setlet, was out at the stables, flirting with her boyfriend, when a goldflight flew over. Already interested in one another, the youths found themselves overwhelmed by the powerful feelings pouring off the gold and her entourage. Nine months later, the seventeen turn old had a baby. She and Ravel were thrilled, if somewhat uneducated, and doted on their baby. To their surprise, however, Setlet Impressed to a pretty golden queen when Quin was two; the creche's moderate involvement in the toddler's life became more important, and he was largely turned over to the headwoman's care. His parents still visited him (his father more than his mother) but the days of giggling as they tossed him in the air and falling asleep snuggled between them were over.
As Quinset grew older, his mother drifted further away, her queen demanding more of her attention and all of her love. His father still gave him attention, but Quin was no longer their child, their adventure. His interest waned until his was a token involvement; he would visit Quinset on his turnsday and some holidays, but was otherwise absent.
While Quin never said so, he began to resent his mother's gold. By the time he was four, he could understand that it was her fault that he didn't have an adoring mother and doting father. By the time he was ten, this resentment had expanded to all golds. Every queen was a reminder of his parents' abandonment.
When Quinset was thirteen, he became eligible for Candidacy and, eagerly following his peers, he stood on the sands for the first time. The third egg to hatch was a bronze and the king captivated Quinset, his attention fixated on the baby dragon even as chaos went on around him. When he Impressed to the gorgeous king Krillth, he wasn't entirely surprised. It made sense, after all - he had been unable to look away, surely that spoke of their connection?
Krillth's selection of Quinset got the weyrling's parents' attention. For the first time in more than five turns, Quin ate a meal with both of his parents. He basked in the attention, ignoring Krillth's irritation and insistence that they were not good enough for his rider. Quin lapped it up, enjoying weyrlinghood more than he would have imagined possible. Every moment was spent with his beloved dragon, who he adored more with every day, and his parents gave him attention at least three times a week - more if he had the energy for it.
Unfortunately, the bliss couldn't last. Krillth rose after several greens without issue, but just before graduation from weyrlinghood, one of the queens rose. She was the senior queen, and Krillth should have known that everyone would be after her - bigger, stronger, fiercer males. He was excited, though, young and full of himself, and so he flew. The bronze had youthful energy which many others did not, but he lacked the stamina and skill to win. In truth, he lacked the experience to survive.
Krillth was unprepared for the bloodiness that often accompanied queenflights. Just a short time into the flight, an older bronze slashed at Krillth. His wingsails fluttered uselessly, one wing completely out of commission. His attempts to flap them, to gain altitude, essentially did nothing. He was still plummeting towards the ground, but now he was in even more pain. There was no way he was going to survive being smashed against the rocks at this speed, he knew, and it sounded like a painful way to go. With an agonized "I'm sorry, Mine, be strong", he disappeared between forever.
Quinset found himself dragonless at fourteen. For the three months from Krillth's death to their would-be graduation, he never left his room. Most days, he never even left his bed. He was a ghost, eating on auto-pilot, his dragon's last words echoing in his mind over and over and over, filling every thought, every day. His parents, so proud of him and present while he had a dragon, now disappeared from his life once more, unsure how to act after their first awkward attempts at comforting their son were met with a dead stare.
Quinset didn't die - his dragon had commanded him to be strong, after all - but he wasn't really living, either. The only thing keeping him from laying down and fading away entirely was his hatred for golds. What had been resentment when he was a child had become loathing when a goldflight caused the death of his lifemate. After several months of nothingness, his mind empty but for his dragon's echoing last words, Quinset began to think again. He thought about his mother's gold, about the gold Krillth had chased. He thought about how much he hated them, fantasized about their deaths.
Two months after his peers had graduated, another gold clutch hatched. Quinset was politely informed that he would need to move out of his room. It was a room for weyrlings, after all, and he had no dragon to share his weyr. They had given him time to gather his mind and piece it back together, but now a new bronze weyrling pair needed the space. Quinset packed up and moved out, numb. Before Impression, Quin had set down the path to becoming a weaver. He had been an apprentice, had gained some skills, and now he gathered materials. For something to do, Quin began crafting. He turned all of his thoughts, dark, depressed, and violent, into cloth. Each piece of cloth, each tapestry, each carpet, was a piece of horrible violent art. Some was abstract, angry red and gold arching across a black sky. Others were very clear about what they were; golds having their throats torn out by bronzes, golds being eaten by Thread. He sold the abstract cloth, keeping the more violent pictures for himself, tucking them away in the bottom of a chest.
His weaving offered him catharsis and helped pull him through the nothingness which threatened to consume him. Two turns after Krillth's death, the teen was able to appear somewhat normal. He left his room, talked to people, even laughed, and then went home to turn thread into golds being violently slaughtered and consumed.
By the time he heard of the rebellion, Quinset was...recoveredish. He could look at a gold without fantasizing about her individual death, though he still despised the color as a whole. The thought of this new order, however, and of a world without golds (because that was what this was really all about, wasn't it? finding replacement golds?) was tempting.
As soon as he could find a way there, Quinset packed up his belongings and moved to Rindell. He wanted to be around dragons - some masochistic part of him demanded he not leave reminders of his Krillth - but at Rindell he could avoid being around golds, at least.
Pet
Name: Kille
Pronunciation: Kill-ee
Age: 1
Type: Huntyre
Rank: Sunset
Size: 1 foot
Color Codes:
Appearance: Kille is primarily a golden yellow color. She looks like a bright yellow flower. Her tail feathers are a deep orange color, and that color streaks through the rest of her plumage. Just over her beak are a few crimson feathers, as if she attacked something and got blood on her.
Personality: Kille is very protective of her human. He needs her love and care or he will wither away and die. Kille's egg was given to Quinset by someone who thought this, and it seems the attitudes spread to the chick inside. Kille seeks to do what is best for Quin, not necessarily what he would like. Thus, she often scampers off to attract friends for him, pestering others, stealing from them, or occasionally luring them kindly towards Quinset. Interaction is good for her human, Kille thinks, and thus it is her job to make sure Quin gets all the interaction he can handle, and then some.
Candidate Questionnaire
Name after Impressing- Qui's. Unless you feel like being a major jerk to him then Qu't.
Color Preference- I can't decide whether or not I'd like him on a female. A bronze could be interesting as he tries to sort through his emotions for this bronze when his old bronze is still influencing him. A female could be interesting because of how much he would dislike her initially. A male could be interesting to see how he deals with him eventually chasing... Basically everything could be interesting. A female bronze would be amazing but that ain't likely.
Character Preference- He wants nothing. He'll probably be pissed if he Impresses, because nothing can replace his bronze. But he would especially hate a female.
Non-preferred- Probably not an amethyst just 'cause I have two and variety is the spice of life. And also probably not a garnet unless it is a weirdly non-violent one, since I'm not good at senseless violence.
Cross-Impressing- Go right ahead
Mutations- Yes
Mauling- Probably not just 'cause he would be in the stands? So doesn't seem too likely. But if that happens to occur, it's perfectly fine. Although you could maul the dragon, if you want. Specifically a leg hurt to the point where amputation is needed. Would be interesting >.< But no maulings necessary.
Preferred/Non-Preferred Personality traits- Not something ultra-violent. I'd prefer a confident dragon, one that isn't going to need Quinset for validation at all. Would be nice to have a dragon that just takes him in stride and doesn't care what he thinks of it, rather than one who is crushed by his comparing it to Krillth. Could be interesting to have one who wants to join his campaign to take down queens - a sub-queen who dislikes the "sub-" on her title? I dunno. Or a white or something who can clutch and thus doesn't see queens as necessary. I dunno >.< Too many ideas.
I would like FULL or NOT FULL descriptions for my bonded. I am not sure. Either is fine, depending on how the babywriter feels like doing them.
NOTE: I currently have three weyrlings and so I don't really need another one just yet. If there's a baby in Nimarath's clutch which you really really want to throw at Quin, go right ahead, but don't make a baby because you feel you need to give him one. So Impression is okay if it happens, just don't go out of your way - he's fine sulking around for a while.